July 2, 2007

• Christina aguilera concert tomorrow. so EXCITED =]

        "forget your troubles come on get happy" 

     so i have 2 weeks left until i come back to florida. and i feel better than ever.

   I left feeling really confused and a little "betrayed" so to speak. I didnt really feel like i belong. I have a good set of friends...but i realised i dont have a best friend.  I mean i know i can go to my friends now. I trust them and they have helped me through a lot. And this really isnt a problem. I thought it was...or atleast it bothered me. Not because of my relationship with the friends i have. Just the fact that i didnt. and im okay with that.  I hope this doesnt come out the wrong way...this isnt another megan incident. im not asking for anything...cuz everythings fine.

     i dont know if this is making any sense. uhm    hopefully if the people who i am talking to are readingg per chance. you know its you.  you are my really good friends. i trust you guys. we have fun. but im never truly going to be on the same level as you guys simply because of history. and to be honest that use to bother me alot from the gecko of freshman year. and it really blew me away last year. until this summer. i dont care if i am never going to be as close with youguys as all of you are.  you have all been best friends since middle school and ive just started hanging out with you guys halfway through freshman year.  i dont even think you guys knew any of this. so there was probably no need for me to write this.And im really glad we are friends and yea all hte powe to yea.

   i feel better now.

       if you guys read this. i hope nothing bad comes out of it.  

   

   

        wow. that kinda came out of nowhere.  im just feeling really good right now.

    have you guys gotten my postcards yet??  just wondering cuz they should be coming soon.

   

   

      dear god,

   

  CAN YOU PLEASE GIVE THE YANKEES A DIVINE INTERVENTION AND HELP THEM WIN THIS SEASON?!?!  PLEASE<33

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